669 calories total today. More then I had wanted to have, but still...I'm pretty proud of being able to restrict so much when my parents know about my eating disorder and are monitoring me. I'm so glad we live on a hill! SUPER convenient for dumping food of the deck lol.
So I only have tomorrow before I get weighed at the outpatient clinic. I'm assuming I'm going to get weighed....whatever. The point is, if I'm going to be in a place with other girls who have eating disorders, I can't be this fat!!! I will stay under 300 cals tomorrow. Or else. Now I just have to find a scale tomorrow morning. Fuck.
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