So I'm saying the hell with you to my parents. Basically I am talking openly about my ed behavior. I'm refusing to eat stuff, and I have lists posted of forbidden foods and safe foods, etc. They are kind of freaking out. But whatever. It's my life. My body. And I don't want to let go of my ed. Unfortunately I do have to go to op on Friday. Yikes. But I'm going to walk in there and say straight up that I don't want to recover.
So, yesterday I had:
-rice cake (35 cals)
-salad w/ plain chicken, no dressing (150 cals)
-salad, no dressing and meat sauce (but no pasta lol) (150 cals)
-frozen berries (40 cals)
daily total: 375 cals...YAY! I needed to be low to make up for gross days of almost 800. BLECH.
So today my food plan is...
10:30 AM: frozen berries (40 cals)
12:30 PM: sweet potato (plain, steamed) (80 cals)
3:30 PM: rice cake (35 cals)
6:30 PM: dinner (200 cals or under)
9:00 PM: frozen fruit (40 cals)
So if I manage to stick to that, my daily total for today SHOULD be around 395. Wish me luck??
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