Help

Fuck fuck fuck. This has to be short so I don't get caught.

There is no scale at my grandma's house. NO SCALE!!!! I'm going insane.

Everyone is all up my ass about eating 24/7.

I feel disgusting, fat, and like a waste of space - and believe me I'm taking up a lot of space.

I cut myself again last night.

HELP!!!!!

I just want to go home now that I'm here, but when I was home all I wanted was to come here.